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Where this book lands, it will doubtless leave a bruise After I finished, I sat there a long time, like a bolt struck tree seared to its roots My thoughts would not settle on the well worn words I felt as if I needed to do something, but I didn t know what A tight, reluctant ache might have eased about my heart ever since, but the impression of the event of Miracle Creek is burned indelibly upon it So, whats about The Yoos, an immigrant family from Korea, conduct hyperbaric oxygen therapy HBOT sessions or dives in a pressurized, submarine like chamber that is believed to be effective in remediating a wide range of conditions, including autism, cerebral palsy, and infertility When a fire breaks out near the oxygen tanks during a treatment session, leaving two patients dead, and others paralyzed or permanently scarred, everyone s grief is inarticulate, still entangled in their shock It was like a nightmare and they expected, each moment, to wake to a fierce and flooding relief, but there was no waking The Yoo family sink to the darkest depths of their horror when, a year later, they must testify against Elizabeth Ward who is accused of orchestrating the fatal explosion to kill her son, Henry, who d been undergoing HBOT to treat his autism But things are seldom what they seem Elizabeth s trial throws all antecedent events into a kind of glaring Technicolor Speculation and rumor race down every corridor, and soon, secrets fill the courtroom, thinning the air until nobody can breathe.Did Elizabeth s puppeteer parenting of Henry sheathe a keen and very pointed streak of malice toward her 8 year old son Do Pak s incessant lies and the regrets he would not utter conceal insidious designs to latch onto an insurance money Were the protestors who had threatened Elizabeth of this very fate finally willing to see it through Or was there another murderer nesting in the rural Virginia town of Miracle Creek like a poisonous spider Secrets hung from everyone s necks like a yoke and it ll come a point where they are simply too hefty to bear.Miracle Creek is bracingly original, unrelentingly erudite and outstandingly addictive this novel is undoubtedly a welcome rescue in a sea of murder mysteries.There are a staggering number of elements to this story that the author must juggle, and Angie Kim practically levitates them She paces her narrative like a pro, and she does so in a richly textured prose that is also sharp and vivid Kim s storytelling is taut and lean and the plot speeds by, brisk and uncluttered but it yields no simplicity Plot twists abound, even to the last page, hurling at the reader s head like stones It was like assembling a long line of dominoes one event inevitably leads to the next and the ending is less an ah ha moment and like a relief valve being released, my mind feeling almost hollow in its relief, as if a storm had gone through.The deftness with which Angie Kim manipulates our sympathies and anticipation is also remarkable She clasps the reader s mind and spins it around her fingers, weightless as a magic trick Kim gives just enough light through the window of her story to lend depth to the darkness, defying me each time I thought I knew what was coming Time went undetected, unmeasured, as I moved relentlessly over the story, an undertow of dread tugging at my thoughts, feeling my way through the minefield of secrets like it might explode at any given moment A dozen different thoughts crowded through the small fragment of time I had left for thinking, my mind straining to remember any telling inflection or subtle information that I might ve missed but understanding always slipped away before I could seize it.Miracle Creek s biggest triumph, however, is the succinctness and precision with which the author navigates an enormously complicated emotional territory, cradling each of her characters in a haunting story that pulls the readers feelings in different directions.The story is told by eyewitnesses whose reliability is, to be charitable, problematic First person narration alternates seamlessly between seven characters, all of whom were present the night the explosion happened, including the Yoo family Pak and Young Yoo and their teenage daughter, Mary , Elizabeth, Matt a doctor who was undergoing HBOT for infertility and his Korean American wife, Janine, and finally, Teresa, who survived the explosion with her daughter Rosa.Angie Kim assembles their stories into a beguilingly intricate portrait of loss as well as a weary pursuit for justice The author s experience as a formal trial lawyer shines through the courtroom scenes like a beacon, and I was held firmly captivated Kim s choice to immerse her readers in one character s thoughts and opinions before expanding or completely refuting them with those of another also carries its own fascination My allegiance kept shifting too quickly to track, and it often felt like my mind was being pulled into a hundred pieces and then flung out into the world.Miracle Creek is, over, starkly profound, and it s not just the heady revelations that leave readers devastated The notion of choices and consequences underpins all of Miracle Creek, but the book is just as much about identity, family and the sprawling lengths a parent is willing to go in order to protect their child.Kim s exploration of immigrant identity and belonging is deeply resonant Young Yoo left the last tatters of their lives in Korea for a daughter she wanted to grow up a stranger to sorrow and loneliness For years, Young worked excruciating hours, slept little and ate less, the promise of a better tomorrow pinning her to a low paid job like an anchor, but reminding her how far she and her daughter have traveled away from each other, while Pak is oceans away, settling into the role of a wild goose father which is, according to the novel, a term Koreans use to describe a man who remains in Korea to work while his wife and children moved abroad for better education The hope, that had leapt so easily in Young s breast when, after four years, the family is reunited again, crashes when the trials and tribulations of living as an immigrant come barreling through the door The novel also shows how men are educated into their gender, as portrayed in Young s quick acquiescence and Pak s tendency to talk down at her with the condescension of an old papa towards a dimwit child, and offers up myriad means of understanding the complicated relationships in the book.Miracle Creek also devotes ample page time to reflect upon the challenges and rewards of caring for a special needs child with the kind of soul baring honesty that snags at you My capacity for feeling was particularly unwieldly when it came to Elizabeth s chapters, as the mother who, despite genuinely loving her child, refused to see anything about him beyond her own misplaced attempts to cure him of autism Reading some of those chapters was deeply unsettling My heart seriously ached for Henry, and my hatred for Elizabeth s choices was sometimes so intense it seemed a physical thing, pressing on me, both burning and icy at the same time Kim fields the torn open stomach of parenthood lucidly, and at times harrowingly, without offering any easy answers and that s one of the many ways in which this book succeeds.In addition to all of that, Miracle Creek examines, at great length, the fetishizaton of Asian women Who decided it was normal to be attracted to blondes and Jews and Republicans, but not to Asian women writes Kim, Why was fetish, with its connotation of sexual deviance, reserved for Asian women At this point, I think my taste in books ranges from everyone needs to read this 5 stars to if the technology from Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind existed, I would use it to wipe every trace of this book from my consciousnessanyway, 5 stars Now that you ve read this review, you understand why my feelings for this book are a pendulum still swinging between the two With that being said, I d still recommend you pick it up BLOG TWITTER INSTAGRAM TUMBLR My reviews can also be seen at 4.5 Stars I REALLY enjoyed this audiobook I read quite a few positive reviews and I was really intrigued I couldn t decide whether to read the book or listen but it popped up on Audible one day so I thought I would give it a try I m really glad I did This interesting story gripped me right from the start I ve read quite a few courtroom dramas and sometimes they can really drag on, but I didn t find that with Miracle Creek At times it was emotional and uncomfortable but it had me hooked I was constantly wondering what I would do if I was in any of these characters positions.This was another book that had me Googling I was really interested in learning about pressurized oxygen chambers and hyperbaric oxygen therapy.I thought this was a really unique, thought provoking, and engaging read Others have mentioned that this would make a good book club read and I agree So much to talk about This was a terrific debut novel and I m really looking forward to from Angie Kim But that was the way life worked Every human being was the result of a million different factors mixing together Good things and bad every friendship and romance formed, every accident, every illness resulted from the conspiracy of hundreds of little things, in and of themselves inconsequential Oh boy Where do I begin It s quite possible that this book means so much to me because it s my unicorn the perfect fit for this reader and that may make my review a bit biased, so please keep that in mind as you delve into my thoughts below Miracle Creek is a novel so precisely tailored to my wants and needs as a reader, I was left pondering just how the author crawled into my brain and extracted such specific thoughts and needs before placing them in her tale Full disclosure I almost missed this book, and likely wouldn t have picked it up if it hadn t been for Emily May s recommendation I was worried it would be too difficult for me to read, but I m glad I tossed those notions aside, because feeling this wide spectrum of emotion was a needed exercise in facing some of my own issues and embarking on a journey of healing and acceptance.Please know going in that this is not an easy read It is disturbing at times, but in a natural way and not done for shock value Miracle Creek is an emotional rollercoaster, and I cannot imagine you, reader, not being moved by this story if you are indeed a human being There are some timely topics discussed that are difficult to read, but Ms Kim has touched on these in such a delicate, respectful, and honorable way that it takes some of the sting away and replaces it with a softer approach I really don t want to discuss the plot in deep detail here, as this is a literary courtroom novel and you ll want to find out all the juicy details on your own, but this is just as much a profound study on grief and the ripple effects of a few rash choices that spiral out of controlIt was ironic of all the parents of their patients, Elizabeth had been the most disheveled, and yet she d had by far the most manageable child Henry, her only child, had been a well mannered boy who, unlike many other patients, could walk, talk, was toilet trained, and didn t have tantrums During orientation, when the mother of twins with autism and epilepsy asked Elizabeth, Sorry, but what s Henry here for He seems so normal, she d frowned as if offended She recited a list OCD, ADHD, sensory and autism spectrum disorders, anxiety then said how hard it was, spending all her days researching experimental treatments She seemed to have no clue how she sounded complaining while surrounded by kids with wheelchairs and feeding tubes And, cue the sobbing once again This won t likely be a popular opinion, and for those of you who have already read the book, I hope you don t think less of me, but I related to Elizabeth so much and felt a deep sorrow well up inside of me for who she could have been, and for how her story played out You see, I have been almost precisely in her shoes My 6 year old daughter was diagnosed with autism spectrum and sensory disorders, OCD, and generalized anxiety at the age of 3 The doctors have been preparing us for years for the likelihood of an ADHD diagnosis in a few years, as it goes hand in hand with her particular side of the spectrum She has asthma, moderate stomach issues, and I ll be damned if I haven t spent years of my life trying to find ways to alleviate those symptoms for her Please do not misunderstand, the idea behind this book and my own thoughts are not to cure autism the point here is that the pressurized dives were a means of treatment of unwanted symptoms, not unlike any other form of therapy I m ashamed to admit that, in the darkest of days, I have thought and spoken things into the empty void that I would never truly mean, but fortunately for me, I have a strong, loving, and caring support system that holds me together when I cannot hold myself up I wanted to dip into this book, reach out, and hold Elizabeth I wanted to comfort her and tell her that her child s needs were valid, even when other parents told her that her child was too normal and undeserving of receiving the therapies I wanted her to know that it was ok to have those dark moments, because we are all human But this was also a beautiful wake up call, reminding me to live in the moment and appreciate all that my beautiful McKenna brings to our family It was an endearing and heart wrenching reminder that, if I ever lost our joy baby, that my life would essentially cease to exist I could never survive if that bright light was extinguished from my life, and it hit me like a ton of bricks at how desperately we need to live each day to the fullest, and how grateful and privileged I am to be entrusted as a care giver to this incredibly gifted, loving, and special child I could go on and on about this book, but I won t Between the setting, although containing a fictional town in Virginia was set geographically within miles of my home, the deep, relatable characters, and a riveting plot that kept me glued from beginning to end, I cannot recommend Miracle Creek highly enough I m going ahead and calling it now this will be THE debut novel of 2019, and I m not just saying that because it was tailored so perfectly to my every whim Do yourself a favor and pick this one up the moment you can get your hands on it If you re a BOTM member, make this your April selectionMany thanks to the publisher for providing my review copy via NetGalley. 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More than just a mystery or courtroom drama, Angie Kim s debut reaches deep, capturing the hearts and minds of readers with its humanistic approach to life and self Well written and emotionally charged, Miracle Creek is a harrowing tale sure to resonate with readers of all backgrounds, parent or not Through a diverse cast of characters, Kim examines the lofty expectations, sacrifices, and social ideals that shape the lives we come to lead And, arguably important, the strength it takes to allow your voice to hit an octave higher than any of the distracting background noise.It s a gamble picking up a book that s received as much attention as this one Fair or not, in my life, market saturation, and utter feed domination often perpetuate disappointment As much as our expectations lead us to believe we re about to embark on something stellar, those unreachable heights of literary greatness don t come to fruition often enough Although surprisingly, in this instance, the praise is much deserved Miracle Creek has a momentous air almost immediately Kim draws readers in with the introduction of the Yoos, a couple that left behind the very essence of who they were and the culture of Seoul for life in Virginia All in the hopes of providing their teenage daughter with the best opportunities They found an investor, opened a small hyperbaric treatment center in the heart of the Miracle Creek woods, and chose to grind it out until they found success For many of their patients and the parents, the deep dives offered hope for healing Until one summer night when a fire destroys everything, claiming two lives and forcing hard truths to the surface.The bulk of the novel unfolds over a few days, as the woman charged with setting that fateful fire faces a jury Elizabeth s been accused of planning and executing the unthinkable, intentionally killing her young autistic son and the mother of another special needs child As each witness brings their memories of that evening to the stand, suspicion and doubt run rampant.One of the biggest successes here, in my opinion, is the myriad of feelings the parents within these pages inspire The level of strength and willingness they exuded in their plight to give their children health and happiness is impressive And, lending even heart, the realization that they were often doing so amidst unwarranted outside judgment and in favor of their own base needs Things that naturally segued the conversation into the fruitless quest for perfection some of us find ourselves on and the resentments that tend to tiptoe into a room and inhabit the shadows As we all come to learn, life is much messier than we like to lay it out to be in our minds But that s what it means to be human living, breathing and experiencing things authentically Pretty or not So if a tiny part of us had these thoughts a tiny part of the time, thoughts we shut out as soon as they creep in, is that so bad Isn t that just humanThe characters of Miracle Creek repeatedly hit the high notes with the emotionality of their situations, but they also provide a steady beat of suspense Their varying motives, and suspicious behavior, combined with the multitude of things taken out of context, make for an unexpected journey The strength of Kim s storytelling certainly sets the stage for great things to comeThank you to the FCPL for the borrowed copy. 4.5 stars Lies, lies, and lies lead to tragedy in Miracle CreekAn experimental form of treatment for autism, cerebral palsy, and infertility leads to a horrific crime that results in the death of a mother and a child One woman is on trial for murder one of the victims was her son She may or may not be guilty of committing this horrific crime Miracle Creek presents multiple perspectives from those who were part of the tragedy All of them have secrets All of them are lying Is the right person on trialMiracle Creek takes the reader inside the minds of those who witnessed the tragic event Kim has a knack for characterization I was caught up in all of these characters minds, learning their inner thoughts, darkest secrets, and biggest lies The POV switches chapter to chapter, character to character With each shift in the change of narrative, I was shifting my perspective on who was guilty While there are multiple POV s, the transitions are smooth All of the characters are well developed, complex and nuanced Being immersed in their minds creates an emotional reading experience By the end, I felt like I knew them all.This is a powerful and provocative read that explores family dynamics, marriage, parenthood, and otherness through the lens of a mystery that plays out in a courtroom drama Most significantly, it opens a thought provoking dialogue about judging those who are different and don t fit the norms of American society. Celeste Ng fans, you need to pick this up After the explosion of the experimental medical treatment device that killed 2 people, a trial shakes a small community.This book follows a Korean immigrant family, the accused mother of an autistic child that died during the tragedy and other people present during the event.This mystery is of a slice of life contemporary where you discover everyone s secrets as you figure out what really happened.If you enjoyed the writing of Little Fires Everywhere or Everything I Never Told You, this debut author should be added to your TBR.Would recommend A Literary Courtroom Thrilled About An Immigrant Family And A Young Single Mother Accused Of Killing Her Autistic Son, Miracle Creek Is A Powerhouse Debut About How Far We Ll Go To Protect Our Families, And Our Deepest Secrets.In Rural Miracle Creek, Virginia, Young And Pak Yoo Run An Experimental Medical Treatment Device Known As The Miracle Submarine A Pressurized Oxygen Chamber That Patients Enter For Therapeutic Dives, It S Also A Repository Of Hopes And Dreams The Dream Of A Mom That Her Child Can Be Like Other Kids The Dream Of A Young Doctor Desperate To Cure His Infertility And Save His Marriage The Dream Of The Yoos Themselves, Korean Immigrants Who Have Come To The United States So Their Teenage Daughter Can Have A Better Life When The Oxygen Chamber Mysteriously Explodes, Killing Two People, All These Dreams Shatter With It, And The Ensuing Murder Trial Uncovers Imaginable Secrets And Lies In Miracle Creek, Angie Kim Takes A Classic Form Courtroom Drama And Draws On Her Own Experience As An Immigrant, A Lawyer, And The Mother Of A Real Life Submarine Patient To Turn It Into Something Wholly Original, Unputdownable Real This Is A Spellbinding Novel By An Exciting New Voice. FIVE MIC DROP, WALK AWAY STARSAngie Kim has done the impossible In one book, she offers something for EVERYONE If you love to read literary fiction, mystery, women s issues, immigrant stories, or courtroom dramas please, do yourself a favor and read MIRACLE CREEK I will be thinking about this one for a long time There are so many themes in this sparkling novel, I don t know where to begin If you ve read Big Little Lies or Everything I Never Told You then you know what I m talking about The family relationships, the secrets and betrayalsmothers and children, guilt, love and sense of duty..all these things are explored in MIRACLE CREEK.I love the compelling and clever way in which the story is told from an unfolding trial BRILLIANT I wonder why mysteries aren t told in this manner The constant thought running in my head my gosh, this will make a terrific movie I also listened to the audio book as I read along with my Kindle My favorite, lazy way to read anything The narrator is absolutely amazing I highly recommend the audio if you are looking for a juicy one to sink in your ears Thanks as always to Netgalley and the author for allowing me to read and review the advanced galley All opinions are strictly mine. This fascinating debut novel covers all the bases family drama, mystery, courtroom drama A Korean couple opens an alternative health clinic that provides HBOT hyperbaric oxygenation, which is supposed to help with autism, infertility, CP and other health problems On a day that protesters have gathered outside the facility, it explodes The same day one of the mothers chooses not to accompany her autistic son into the chamber The same day the couple are both away from the controls of the chamber So, who exactly is to blame when all the participants are either killed or injured Who could be that much of a monster Told from multiple points of view, we get to see both the day of the accident , their lives prior to it and the ensuing court case when the mother is charged with murder The multiple points of view are extremely effective Teresa hadn t expected an exact match between his memories and hers she watched Law and Order she wasn t that naive but still the difference was unnerving We are taken into the world of parenting autistic children the anguish and the hardships but also the bliss of a small achievement Some of the scenes described are gruesome They re also so incredibly well described you feel like you re there The image of a child s adult teeth exposed above the baby teeth will stay with me for ages OMG, I loved these characters They all seem to have something to hide, they all are so achingly imperfect So often thinking that their one little omission doesn t matter Kim uses these omissions to keep the reader guessing Every time I thought I had figured out who the murderer was, Kim would throw a wrench into the mix and it would all be up for grabs again And the writing is spot on perfect Not necessarily lush, but so descriptive I found myself repeatedly nodding my head in agreement There are some fascinating philosophical issues raised here This would make a great book club selection Highly recommend My thanks to netgalley and Farrah, Stroud and Giroux for an advance copy of this book.